College. The thing that kids outwardly can’t wait for, but inwardly dread. When you’re a teenager, your feelings get more complicated. Half of you wants to “hurry up and grow up already!!”, but the other half wants to just stay frozen in that wonderful sixteen year period when most of your decisions are made for you and your mama can make anything better (if only for a little while). Or at least that’s how it is for me. Turning eighteen is NOT all it’s made up to be. It’s as if all of a sudden you’re pulled out of a lifelong dream and then immediately forced to start making decisions (scary decisions) that will affect the rest of your life. And no matter what choice you make, someone you love is always gonna be disappointed with it. But you always, always have to do whats best for YOU. 99% of the time people will forgive you for making a decision they don’t agree with, but rarely do you ever forgive yourself for choosing something you didn’t want to choose in the first place. Just a thought. ❤
So on a totally unrelated note, unless you’ve been living under a rock for the past 8 years, you’ve probably heard that the world is supposed to end on December 21st 2012. So, Supposedly we have 21 days left on this earth before everything goes “BOOM BOOM”. Bute guess what? I don’t think it’s gonna happen then! I believe the world is gonna end when God says it will. And I have no idea when he’s gonna say it will, and I don’t want to know.:) That is ALL I have to say about the whole “Doomsday 2012” thing. I’m simply sick of hearing about it.
And last but not least… They are delaying the airing of the next episode of Sherlock until 2014… 2014. YO. And If y’all have seen “The Reichenbach Fall”, you will understand why I am so aggravated at the BBC people… First they Cancel Merlin, then push back Sherlock, and if they EVEN THINK about messing with Doctor Who, I’ll have a hissy fit… Just saying. They’re messing with all of my favorite shows one. by. one. Not Cool BBC.